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Wednesday, 13 May 2009
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The Mind drifts into what Things once were .... Nothing But Time passes you by It seems Like all one never ending day now
SomeTHing i had To post so That i may not forget it
Monday, 11 May 2009
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The scene The feel its just all felt so real
Her In my arms telling me Not being able to love isn't right come here come here making me very in my dream Of happiness Only to wake up Knowing it isn't true
This is the Dream that has haunted me today
fuck man waking Up in tears Isn't The best way To wake up
Thursday, 16 April 2009
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one day you will ask me what is more important, you or my life and you will say my life and you will walk away not knowing you are my life
The day I stop loving you is the day i close my eyes forever
Tuesday, 07 April 2009
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once again just something i have to read over
[23:45] PsychoCDeath: wait for some one yo Im me
[23:45] PsychoCDeath: it doesnt happen offten
[23:45] PsychoCDeath: but
[23:45] PsychoCDeath: i still do it just Incase
[23:46] MiyabiFuyu: okay
[23:46] MiyabiFuyu: well ima go
[23:46] MiyabiFuyu: bye
[23:46] PsychoCDeath: kk
[23:46] PsychoCDeath: buh byes
[19:14] PsychoCDeath: http://www.mys t eriousbr itain.co .uk/scot land/dum friesshi re/legen ds/the-l egend-of -sawney- bean.htm l
[19:18] PsychoCDeath: http://en.wikip edia.org /wiki/Al bert_Fis h
[19:43] MiyabiFuyu: :]
[19:43] PsychoCDeath: llo
[19:43] PsychoCDeath: ello*
[19:44] MiyabiFuyu: hey
[19:44] MiyabiFuyu: low
[19:44] PsychoCDeath: lol
[19:44] PsychoCDeath: whats up
[19:44] MiyabiFuyu: nothing
[19:44] MiyabiFuyu: hungry
[19:44] MiyabiFuyu:
[19:44] PsychoCDeath: waiting for you r food
[19:45] MiyabiFuyu: yes yes yes
[19:45] MiyabiFuyu: Its going to be yummy
[19:45] PsychoCDeath: nummy indeed i bet
[19:45] MiyabiFuyu: its raining!!!!!!!!!!!!
[19:45] MiyabiFuyu: *runs in circles*
[19:45] PsychoCDeath: lol
[19:45] PsychoCDeath: dont go crazy now
[19:45] PsychoCDeath: your gonna hirt your self
[19:47] MiyabiFuyu: :[
[19:47] MiyabiFuyu: i already did...
[19:47] PsychoCDeath: told you
[19:47] MiyabiFuyu: rodie got excited to and we bumped into one another
[19:47] MiyabiFuyu: :[
[19:48] PsychoCDeath: lol
[19:48] MiyabiFuyu: hm ima go outside brb
[19:48] PsychoCDeath: kk
[19:52] MiyabiFuyu: okay
[19:52] MiyabiFuyu: i also got food
[19:52] MiyabiFuyu:
[19:52] PsychoCDeath: nice
[19:52] MiyabiFuyu: yup
[19:53] PsychoCDeath: you add peper to you Mccheese
[19:56] MiyabiFuyu: yes!
[19:57] PsychoCDeath: lol
[19:57] PsychoCDeath: how did i know
[19:58] MiyabiFuyu: cause thats the best way to eat macironi
[19:58] MiyabiFuyu: man this is pissing me off
[19:58] PsychoCDeath: what is
[19:58] MiyabiFuyu: guys
[19:58] MiyabiFuyu: lol
[19:59] MiyabiFuyu: horny bastards
[19:59] PsychoCDeath: what are they doing ?
[20:00] MiyabiFuyu: hitting on me
[20:00] MiyabiFuyu: :]
[20:00] PsychoCDeath: i see
[20:00] PsychoCDeath: i would Hit on you
[20:00] MiyabiFuyu: i didnt mean the smily fave
[20:00] MiyabiFuyu: lol
[20:00] MiyabiFuyu: oh boy
[20:00] PsychoCDeath: but i highly doubt you would like it
[20:01] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha i donno
[20:01] PsychoCDeath: liek what if i told you
[20:01] PsychoCDeath: your beautiful
[20:01] PsychoCDeath: lol it would make things akward right
[20:01] MiyabiFuyu: oh
[20:01] MiyabiFuyu: no
[20:02] MiyabiFuyu: cause i am
[20:02] MiyabiFuyu:
[20:02] PsychoCDeath: lol
[20:02] PsychoCDeath: i know you are
[20:02] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[20:02] PsychoCDeath: yeah i just dont wanna say anyhing that will make you stop talking to me
[20:03] PsychoCDeath: soo i mist watch my words !
[20:03] MiyabiFuyu: oh
[20:03] MiyabiFuyu: i wouldnt stop talking to you
[20:03] MiyabiFuyu: just tell you something maybe
[20:03] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[20:03] PsychoCDeath: well i dont wanna do anything bad
[20:03] PsychoCDeath: soo like id rather not say anything get me
[20:04] MiyabiFuyu: From: Gabe #17
To: VOMITMAGGOTS
Date: Apr 7, 2009 8:02 PM
Subject: Re: RE .
lol i dont think so
but u lookin cute
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: VOMITMAGGOTS
Date: Apr 8, 2009 2:58 AM
I dont know do you?
hahaha
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Gabe #17
To: VOMITMAGGOTS
Date: Apr 7, 2009 7:57 PM
Subject: .
hey do i know u
[20:04] MiyabiFuyu: wtf?
[20:04] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[20:04] PsychoCDeath: saounds
[20:04] PsychoCDeath: like your message to me
[20:04] MiyabiFuyu: oh back in the day?
[20:04] MiyabiFuyu: haha
[20:05] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[20:10] PsychoCDeath: haha see you got all quite
[20:11] MiyabiFuyu: no i was responding to the idiot
[20:11] MiyabiFuyu: Dude seriously I doubt I know you, so how about you stop wasting my time and go play somewhere else like a good little boy.
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Gabe #17
To: VOMITMAGGOTS
Date: Apr 7, 2009 8:06 PM
Subject: Re: RE Re RE .
lol
so wats ur name?
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: VOMITMAGGOTS
Date: Apr 8, 2009 3:04 AM
Wtf, whatever man.
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Gabe #17
To: VOMITMAGGOTS
Date: Apr 7, 2009 8:02 PM
Subject: Re: RE .
lol i dont think so
but u lookin cute
[20:11] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[20:11] MiyabiFuyu: pwn
[20:11] MiyabiFuyu:
[20:11] PsychoCDeath: lol
[20:11] PsychoCDeath: you said pwn
[20:12] PsychoCDeath: since when do you say that
[20:12] MiyabiFuyu: i use to
[20:12] MiyabiFuyu:
[20:12] MiyabiFuyu: Back in thee days
[20:12] PsychoCDeath: yeah you used to be an Rper
[20:12] PsychoCDeath: its expected
[20:12] MiyabiFuyu: :]
[20:13] MiyabiFuyu: man im not excited about my birthday
[20:13] MiyabiFuyu: "/
[20:13] PsychoCDeath: why is that
[20:13] MiyabiFuyu: i dont know
[20:14] MiyabiFuyu: looks like its gonna be boring
[20:14] PsychoCDeath: hmm
[20:14] PsychoCDeath: why do you say that
[20:14] MiyabiFuyu: DONNO
[20:15] PsychoCDeath: hey at least you getting something from me
[20:15] MiyabiFuyu: yea
[20:15] MiyabiFuyu: hm i think the guy is testing me
[20:15] PsychoCDeath: why is that
[20:15] MiyabiFuyu: i dont know
[20:15] MiyabiFuyu: just have a feeling
[20:15] PsychoCDeath: hmm
[20:16] PsychoCDeath: i learned my lesson from that
[20:16] PsychoCDeath: its not something that should be
[20:16] PsychoCDeath: done
[20:16] MiyabiFuyu: what do you mean?
[20:16] PsychoCDeath: you should just believe
[20:16] PsychoCDeath: liek
[20:16] PsychoCDeath: i learned not to do that ever
[20:16] PsychoCDeath: never asume anything
[20:16] MiyabiFuyu: how did you learn?
[20:17] PsychoCDeath: just know
[20:17] PsychoCDeath: by losing you
[20:17] PsychoCDeath: alot of things changed with me
[20:17] PsychoCDeath: i tell you
[20:17] MiyabiFuyu: did you ever test me?
[20:17] PsychoCDeath: no
[20:17] MiyabiFuyu: oh
[20:17] PsychoCDeath: because
[20:17] MiyabiFuyu: okay
[20:17] PsychoCDeath: i never thought i had a reason to
[20:18] PsychoCDeath: like i said i hought you would always be by my side
[20:18] MiyabiFuyu: i still am
[20:18] MiyabiFuyu: just not the way you want me to be
[20:18] PsychoCDeath: yeah ....
[20:19] PsychoCDeath: i wish that it can be like that again
[20:19] PsychoCDeath: .....
[20:19] PsychoCDeath: cheese yeah it good
[20:19] MiyabiFuyu: ...
[20:19] MiyabiFuyu: ?
[20:20] PsychoCDeath: i dont
[20:20] PsychoCDeath: know But yeah You like cheese alot huh
[20:20] MiyabiFuyu: lol
[20:20] MiyabiFuyu: yes
[20:20] MiyabiFuyu: :]
[20:21] PsychoCDeath: yup
[20:22] PsychoCDeath: anything you wanna talk about
[20:22] PsychoCDeath: tell me
[20:22] MiyabiFuyu: hm
[20:22] PsychoCDeath: blah blah blah
[20:22] MiyabiFuyu: about what you told me
[20:22] MiyabiFuyu: doing it
[20:22] MiyabiFuyu: that was kinda weird
[20:22] PsychoCDeath: i know
[20:22] PsychoCDeath: it was
[20:22] PsychoCDeath: like
[20:22] PsychoCDeath: i wasthinking
[20:22] PsychoCDeath: that like
[20:23] PsychoCDeath: your gonna be with him forever and shit
[20:23] PsychoCDeath: and like that popped in my mind
[20:23] PsychoCDeath: and I gots all sad
[20:23] PsychoCDeath: and shiz
[20:23] PsychoCDeath: but dont think to much on it it was just me being random and stupid
[20:23] PsychoCDeath: get me
[20:24] MiyabiFuyu: yea
[20:24] MiyabiFuyu: wow your really scared of him huh?
[20:24] PsychoCDeath: yup
[20:24] PsychoCDeath: that i am
[20:24] MiyabiFuyu: thats weird
[20:25] PsychoCDeath: well cmon when your with some one for 2 years and along comes a guy
[20:25] PsychoCDeath: thats able to make your girl like him
[20:25] PsychoCDeath: whats there not to be afriad of
[20:25] PsychoCDeath: and then ontop of that
[20:25] PsychoCDeath: you know im not with them any more
[20:25] PsychoCDeath: soo
[20:25] PsychoCDeath: yeah its a pretty big fear
[20:26] MiyabiFuyu: hm
[20:26] MiyabiFuyu: i understand
[20:26] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[20:26] PsychoCDeath: it was fault in the first hand but yeah
[20:27] PsychoCDeath: i cant do nada
[20:27] PsychoCDeath: so i quiver in fear like a chiwawa
[20:28] MiyabiFuyu: I SEE
[20:28] MiyabiFuyu: im sorry
[20:28] MiyabiFuyu: i tried you know...
[20:28] PsychoCDeath: i just wish
[20:28] PsychoCDeath: i would have listened
[20:28] PsychoCDeath: ....
[20:28] PsychoCDeath: i didnt
[20:28] PsychoCDeath: learned too late
[20:29] PsychoCDeath: and bamm
[20:29] PsychoCDeath: here i am now
[20:30] MiyabiFuyu: yea, i mean i never expected it to happen
[20:30] PsychoCDeath: yeah iknow You told me
[20:30] MiyabiFuyu: or else i would of stood away from him or something
[20:30] MiyabiFuyu: but
[20:30] PsychoCDeath: i gave you that push
[20:30] MiyabiFuyu: then i started noticing something
[20:30] MiyabiFuyu: and yea
[20:30] PsychoCDeath: man
[20:31] PsychoCDeath: i feel like haha i fucked up my life you know
[20:33] PsychoCDeath: thats as simple as i can put it you
[20:33] MiyabiFuyu: yea
[20:33] PsychoCDeath: i messed up the one good thing going for me
[20:33] PsychoCDeath: and bamm now left with out shit
[20:33] MiyabiFuyu: you dont think im scared that im going in the wrong direction?
[20:34] PsychoCDeath: i belive that your more aware of how things are going because
[20:34] MiyabiFuyu: But you know what
[20:34] PsychoCDeath: you have controll of it
[20:34] MiyabiFuyu: Im going in this direction cause i feel its more right then wrong
[20:34] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[20:34] PsychoCDeath: i understand for you he feels right for you
[20:34] PsychoCDeath: as well me
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: ytou know
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: i hurt you
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: and
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: you know
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: you dont want that
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: i changed
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: but
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: you know
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: cant show it
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: and probably wont be able too
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: because he's probably better than me
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: you know
[20:35] PsychoCDeath: you knew him for so long and
[20:36] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[20:36] PsychoCDeath: ...
[20:36] PsychoCDeath: gah man i really hate my self
[20:36] PsychoCDeath: for it being to late to show
[20:36] PsychoCDeath: you how much i care for you '
[20:36] PsychoCDeath: a weekened
[20:36] PsychoCDeath: too late
[20:36] PsychoCDeath: if all my shit were to have passed by a week earlier
[20:36] PsychoCDeath: you know
[20:37] PsychoCDeath: i would have een able too show you everything was gonna be
[20:37] PsychoCDeath: ok
[20:37] PsychoCDeath: and like
[20:37] PsychoCDeath: i dont even know now
[20:37] MiyabiFuyu: i know what your talking about
[20:37] PsychoCDeath: all i know is that I still want you as my partner
[20:38] PsychoCDeath: i wish nothing more than
[20:38] PsychoCDeath: that
[20:38] PsychoCDeath: you know
[20:38] PsychoCDeath: making you happy is what I lived for and still do
[20:38] PsychoCDeath: thats all i ever had with you
[20:38] PsychoCDeath: love to make you happy
[20:38] PsychoCDeath: makiing you happy made me
[20:38] PsychoCDeath: happy
[20:38] PsychoCDeath: you know
[20:39] PsychoCDeath: but along the lines i fucked up
[20:39] PsychoCDeath: shit went wrong for me
[20:39] PsychoCDeath: and
[20:39] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[20:39] PsychoCDeath: all this happned
[20:39] PsychoCDeath: now that you know i noticed all this shit
[20:39] PsychoCDeath: i cant change it
[20:39] PsychoCDeath: and i cant even show it
[20:39] PsychoCDeath: and its like
[20:39] PsychoCDeath: man kevin you done fucked up HARD
[20:40] PsychoCDeath: liek it makes me happy you
[20:40] PsychoCDeath: talk too me
[20:40] PsychoCDeath: but it feels like your doing it only cause of me
[20:40] PsychoCDeath: like your worried some thing might go worng
[20:40] PsychoCDeath: with
[20:40] PsychoCDeath: and shit
[20:40] PsychoCDeath: and its like
[20:40] PsychoCDeath: if its not making her happy
[20:41] PsychoCDeath: i dont want it
[20:41] MiyabiFuyu: no i like talking to you still
[20:41] PsychoCDeath: i feel like
[20:42] PsychoCDeath: you getting over me you get me
[20:42] MiyabiFuyu: yea i know...
[20:42] PsychoCDeath: and like having to know that you dont love me
[20:42] PsychoCDeath: kills
[20:43] PsychoCDeath: and like
[20:43] PsychoCDeath: you have a great guy now
[20:43] PsychoCDeath: makes you happy
[20:43] PsychoCDeath: you may have akwardness
[20:43] PsychoCDeath: but hes making you
[20:43] PsychoCDeath: happy
[20:43] PsychoCDeath: thatts more than what i can say now you
[20:43] PsychoCDeath: know
[20:44] PsychoCDeath: to be honest i just wanna ask you how can i make you happy please let me happy
[20:44] MiyabiFuyu: you know you always told me to stop thinking so much
[20:44] PsychoCDeath: but i wont get an answer
[20:44] MiyabiFuyu: i think that would apply to you to
[20:44] PsychoCDeath: yeah but i caught you habbit
[20:45] PsychoCDeath: your*
[20:45] PsychoCDeath: you know i was talking with some one
[20:45] PsychoCDeath: the girl i told you about earlier
[20:45] PsychoCDeath: and she was telling me that you were taking me for a ride
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: and i was like dont you ever
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: say that
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: i know her better than anyt one on this god fucking earth
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: and if your gonna talk shit
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: hen you can just say
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: good bye to me
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: now
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: and shes was just like well i know ima argue
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: with you
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: soo ima stop
[20:46] PsychoCDeath: and then she went away
[20:47] PsychoCDeath: and i havent talked too her since
[20:47] MiyabiFuyu: what a bitch
[20:47] MiyabiFuyu: i would never do that to any one
[20:47] PsychoCDeath: i know
[20:47] PsychoCDeath: thats why i got all defencive
[20:48] PsychoCDeath: but yeah like i said
[20:48] PsychoCDeath: i wish that i could just ask you what to do to make uypi happy
[20:48] PsychoCDeath: but id probably
[20:48] PsychoCDeath: never het an answer
[20:49] PsychoCDeath: get*
[20:49] MiyabiFuyu: i dont even know the answer
[20:49] PsychoCDeath: exzactly
[20:49] PsychoCDeath: all i would be able to try
[20:49] PsychoCDeath: is you know
[20:49] PsychoCDeath: to make your self seem good
[20:49] PsychoCDeath: and everythin
[20:50] PsychoCDeath: tell you what you wanted to hear
[20:50] PsychoCDeath: before
[20:50] PsychoCDeath: weither or not you beileve me
[20:50] PsychoCDeath: is your thing but
[20:50] PsychoCDeath: yeah...
[20:50] PsychoCDeath: i dont say them because you are with another guy
[20:50] PsychoCDeath: and me intervining would only cause troble
[20:50] PsychoCDeath: for you
[20:51] PsychoCDeath: man im ot gonna lie to you
[20:51] PsychoCDeath: to be honest thats what i want to do
[20:52] PsychoCDeath: but i know i cant
[20:52] PsychoCDeath: and you know all im left with is mt mistakes and my thoughts
[20:52] MiyabiFuyu: yea
[20:52] MiyabiFuyu: well kevin
[20:52] MiyabiFuyu: I dont know what to tell you
[20:52] MiyabiFuyu: I mean
[20:53] MiyabiFuyu: I just have nothing to say to you anymore about this whole thing
[20:53] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[20:53] PsychoCDeath: i know
[20:53] PsychoCDeath: iknow
[20:53] MiyabiFuyu: It like i said so many things
[20:53] MiyabiFuyu: and i have nothing else
[20:53] PsychoCDeath: michelle
[20:54] PsychoCDeath: you know i love you and that it wont stop
[20:54] PsychoCDeath: and iwant you to know
[20:54] PsychoCDeath: even though you dont wanna hear it
[20:54] PsychoCDeath: its the truth
[20:54] MiyabiFuyu: Yea i know
[20:55] PsychoCDeath: hmm you probably wanna get off the subject
[20:55] PsychoCDeath: soo lets talk about something else
[20:55] MiyabiFuyu: well actaully no
[20:55] PsychoCDeath: if you wanna still talk to me
[20:55] MiyabiFuyu: but okay...
[20:55] PsychoCDeath: if you dont want to then
[20:55] PsychoCDeath: lets not
[20:56] MiyabiFuyu: Well like
[20:56] MiyabiFuyu: i dont know what to do
[20:56] MiyabiFuyu: Like i want to be close to him
[20:56] MiyabiFuyu: but the closeness i got to you was totally different
[20:56] MiyabiFuyu: and i dont know how
[20:57] MiyabiFuyu: its bothering me
[20:57] PsychoCDeath: well maybe you wernt
[20:57] PsychoCDeath: ready to give up that closeness get me
[20:57] MiyabiFuyu: yea
[20:57] MiyabiFuyu: like seriously
[20:57] MiyabiFuyu: since i was like
[20:58] MiyabiFuyu: 13
[20:58] MiyabiFuyu: I just wanted one guy you know?
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: like my friend told me if you were ment to be it will happen
[20:58] MiyabiFuyu: Just wanted to be with one guy for my whole life
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: thats how
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: i always felt
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: thats why
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: when i met you
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: man
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: there was seiouly nothing that
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: could make me
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: happier
[20:58] MiyabiFuyu: yea
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: maybe you and some boba
[20:58] MiyabiFuyu: hold on
[20:58] MiyabiFuyu: im not done
[20:58] PsychoCDeath: bu thats about it
[20:59] PsychoCDeath: cont.
[20:59] MiyabiFuyu: Well like thats all i could ever think about
[20:59] MiyabiFuyu: just being with one guy
[20:59] MiyabiFuyu: you know having that close connection, like sex and emotionally
[21:00] MiyabiFuyu: and i know i can
[21:00] MiyabiFuyu: but its hard to find someone to match up enough to keep it going
[21:00] MiyabiFuyu: and i learned that
[21:00] MiyabiFuyu: and i honestly thought that me and you would never break up
[21:00] MiyabiFuyu: and we would be happy and married
[21:00] MiyabiFuyu: with all the puppies i wanted
[21:00] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[21:01] MiyabiFuyu: and thats my life you know
[21:01] MiyabiFuyu: i just wanted that
[21:01] MiyabiFuyu: and id be happy
[21:01] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[21:01] PsychoCDeath: man i fucked up once and i fucked up hard huh
[21:02] PsychoCDeath: honestly speaking
[21:02] PsychoCDeath: you are my one and only
[21:02] PsychoCDeath: ist something that i made to myself
[21:02] PsychoCDeath: a promise
[21:03] PsychoCDeath: i knew as soon as I hit that
[21:03] PsychoCDeath: 1st year
[21:03] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[21:03] PsychoCDeath: she's the one that will make me happy
[21:03] PsychoCDeath: when we hit our first big problem
[21:03] PsychoCDeath: and we got over it
[21:04] PsychoCDeath: i thought to my self
[21:04] PsychoCDeath: protecting her is all i want
[21:04] PsychoCDeath: i know
[21:04] PsychoCDeath: sounds cheesy
[21:04] PsychoCDeath: as shit but
[21:04] PsychoCDeath: its the truth
[21:04] PsychoCDeath: i thopught it
[21:04] PsychoCDeath: if i ever git my 2nd chanse
[21:04] PsychoCDeath: you know
[21:05] PsychoCDeath: i would never make the same mistakes
[21:05] PsychoCDeath: twice
[21:05] MiyabiFuyu: i dont think youd want me if i did ever give you that chance
[21:05] PsychoCDeath: its just to much to risk
[21:05] PsychoCDeath: belive me
[21:05] PsychoCDeath: michelle
[21:05] PsychoCDeath: theres nothing more than
[21:05] PsychoCDeath: that
[21:05] PsychoCDeath: i want you
[21:06] PsychoCDeath: life is full of mistakes and errors
[21:06] PsychoCDeath: weither or not you make up for them
[21:06] PsychoCDeath: is a couples thing you know
[21:06] MiyabiFuyu: yea but you know i got tired of them
[21:06] PsychoCDeath: no
[21:06] PsychoCDeath: you couldnt have
[21:06] PsychoCDeath: me
[21:07] PsychoCDeath: more wrong
[21:07] PsychoCDeath: it just showed to me that you know
[21:07] PsychoCDeath: we still had something
[21:07] PsychoCDeath: not just nothing
[21:07] PsychoCDeath: no ones relation ship
[21:07] PsychoCDeath: is perfect
[21:07] PsychoCDeath: ever
[21:07] MiyabiFuyu: i know
[21:08] PsychoCDeath: but being with some one shows the level of the relation
[21:08] PsychoCDeath: ship
[21:08] MiyabiFuyu: But like i wanted to love you more then anything, but i felt like my love was restrained
[21:08] PsychoCDeath: i well understrand
[21:08] PsychoCDeath: thats why im saying
[21:08] PsychoCDeath: i would never let you feel that way again
[21:09] MiyabiFuyu: i believe you
[21:09] MiyabiFuyu: but
[21:09] MiyabiFuyu: i cant do it right now...
[21:09] PsychoCDeath: im well aware michelle
[21:09] PsychoCDeath: haha listening to this song
[21:09] PsychoCDeath: and typing
[21:09] PsychoCDeath: makes me water up a bit
[21:09] PsychoCDeath: http://www.you t ube.com/ watch?v= Z0IcUJqt fjY& feature= channel_ page
[21:10] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[21:10] MiyabiFuyu: your lame
[21:10] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[21:10] MiyabiFuyu:
[21:10] PsychoCDeath: i am
[21:10] MiyabiFuyu: dont trip
[21:10] MiyabiFuyu: im listening to gnr
[21:10] MiyabiFuyu: lol
[21:10] PsychoCDeath: but im the coolest lame person
[21:10] PsychoCDeath: ever
[21:10] PsychoCDeath: to walk the earth
[21:10] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[21:10] PsychoCDeath: michelle
[21:11] PsychoCDeath: do you remember this
[21:11] PsychoCDeath: i miss you the way the sky misses the moon on a cloudy night
[21:11] MiyabiFuyu: didnt you tell me that?
[21:12] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[21:12] PsychoCDeath: its still true
[21:12] MiyabiFuyu: have you been listening to dont cry?
[21:12] PsychoCDeath: haha i was like
[21:13] PsychoCDeath: a couple of days ago
[21:13] MiyabiFuyu: hm
[21:13] MiyabiFuyu: I been listeing to it for like 2 months
[21:13] PsychoCDeath: im sorry
[21:13] PsychoCDeath: truelly
[21:13] PsychoCDeath: i am sorry
[21:14] MiyabiFuyu: mmhm
[21:14] MiyabiFuyu: you got to make it your own way, but you'll be alright..
[21:14] MiyabiFuyu:
[21:14] PsychoCDeath: now sugah
[21:15] MiyabiFuyu: you'll feel better tomorrow...
[21:16] PsychoCDeath: i just love who you are , i aint gonna try to change it , you are a shootng star , thats why you are my faorite
[21:17] PsychoCDeath: favorite*
[21:17] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[21:17] MiyabiFuyu: that songs not for me remember
[21:17] PsychoCDeath: hmm
[21:17] PsychoCDeath: i always did look up too you though
[21:17] PsychoCDeath: cause you were soo strong you k now
[21:18] MiyabiFuyu: Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinking of you And the times we had baby
[21:18] PsychoCDeath: man ' trying to make me cry huh
[21:18] PsychoCDeath: lol
[21:18] MiyabiFuyu: no
[21:20] PsychoCDeath: Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
[21:20] PsychoCDeath: this line
[21:20] PsychoCDeath: sets me up completly
[21:20] PsychoCDeath: right now
[21:20] PsychoCDeath: Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
[21:22] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[21:23] PsychoCDeath: in my head i can imagine you saying a joke you know how i know your gay .... you listen to coldplay
[21:26] PsychoCDeath: did you die ...... or go away ?
[21:26] MiyabiFuyu: just thinking
[21:26] PsychoCDeath: oh
[21:26] PsychoCDeath: ok
[21:31] MiyabiFuyu: you know i havent listened to metallica
[21:31] MiyabiFuyu: and it never popped up in shuffle
[21:31] MiyabiFuyu: till now
[21:31] PsychoCDeath: i lestened to it for
[21:31] PsychoCDeath: 2 days straight
[21:31] PsychoCDeath: 4 songs
[21:31] PsychoCDeath: fade to black
[21:32] PsychoCDeath: unforgiven
[21:32] PsychoCDeath: our song
[21:32] PsychoCDeath: and
[21:32] PsychoCDeath: daythat never comes
[21:32] MiyabiFuyu: hmm
[21:33] MiyabiFuyu: i still feel that same way the song says it...
[21:33] PsychoCDeath: i know
[21:33] MiyabiFuyu: so close
[21:33] MiyabiFuyu: no matter how far
[21:33] PsychoCDeath: it will be awhile for you too see me in any other way rather than a friend
[21:33] MiyabiFuyu: couldnt be much more from the heart
[21:34] MiyabiFuyu: forever trust in who we are
[21:34] MiyabiFuyu: and nothing else matters
[21:34] MiyabiFuyu: trust i seek
[21:34] MiyabiFuyu: and i find in you
[21:35] PsychoCDeath: did you know
[21:35] PsychoCDeath: i cant play that solo with out getting mad at my self
[21:35] MiyabiFuyu: really?
[21:35] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[21:36] PsychoCDeath: i tried today and yesterday
[21:36] PsychoCDeath: and I couldnt mutter it out
[21:36] PsychoCDeath: and i layed down my guitar
[21:36] PsychoCDeath: and Got mad at my self
[21:37] MiyabiFuyu: oh
[21:37] MiyabiFuyu: wow
[21:37] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[21:39] PsychoCDeath: but yeah
[21:39] PsychoCDeath: hmm i sit at my computer and all that stares back at me is the small chibi panda you gave me
[21:39] MiyabiFuyu: hm?
[21:40] PsychoCDeath: you dont remember the small panda you gave me
[21:40] MiyabiFuyu: the blue one?
[21:40] PsychoCDeath: PAnda
[21:40] PsychoCDeath: lol
[21:40] PsychoCDeath: pandas are black and white
[21:40] MiyabiFuyu: oh
[21:40] MiyabiFuyu: ....
[21:40] MiyabiFuyu: no...
[21:40] PsychoCDeath: you gave it to me
[21:41] PsychoCDeath: a few weeks back
[21:41] PsychoCDeath: if im not mistaken
[21:41] PsychoCDeath: the week of feb
[21:41] MiyabiFuyu: i dont remember
[21:41] PsychoCDeath: oh well its a lil panda
[21:41] PsychoCDeath: and i knwo you gave it tooo me
[21:42] MiyabiFuyu: I really dont remeber
[21:42] PsychoCDeath: ill show you
[21:43] PsychoCDeath: oh
[21:43] PsychoCDeath: it will take like a min
[21:45] MiyabiFuyu: oh okay
[21:45] MiyabiFuyu: hm do you think my about me sums me up?
[21:45] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[21:46] MiyabiFuyu: i think im forgetting something
[21:46] MiyabiFuyu: :[
[21:46] PsychoCDeath: special
[21:46] PsychoCDeath: in every possible way
[21:46] PsychoCDeath: at the very least for me
[21:46] PsychoCDeath: thats it
[21:46] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[21:46] MiyabiFuyu: stop it
[21:46] MiyabiFuyu: :]
[21:46] PsychoCDeath: hey im not lying
[21:48] PsychoCDeath: what would you like for your b day ?
[21:49] MiyabiFuyu: nothing really
[21:49] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[21:51] PsychoCDeath: http://i39.tiny pic.com/ ogx4rs.j pg
[21:51] PsychoCDeath: thats the panda
[21:52] MiyabiFuyu: oh that little thing
[21:53] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[21:53] Meebo Message: Could not IM buddy
[21:53] MiyabiFuyu: :]
[21:53] MiyabiFuyu: i didnt know you would keep it up like that
[21:53] MiyabiFuyu: hahaha
[21:54] MiyabiFuyu: well
[21:54] MiyabiFuyu: i have to shower
[21:54] MiyabiFuyu: i'll try calling you later
[21:54] PsychoCDeath: ok
[21:54] MiyabiFuyu: if i dont good night
[21:54] PsychoCDeath: yeah
[21:54] MiyabiFuyu: bye
[21:54] PsychoCDeath: good night if not
[21:54] PsychoCDeath: buh byes
[21:54] Meebo Message: MiyabiFuyu is offline -
I wonder does she still remember these words
" i mish you like the way the sky misses the moon on a cloudy day "
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